Who are you? Who am I?
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Private School Jewel 2010
I am not a body that has a soul, I am a soul that has a visible part called the body. During all these days, contrary to what might imagine, this soul has been more absent. I do not say anything, I was criticizing, not felt sorry for me: I just watched. Today I realized why this was happening: long ago I do not think the "I". It seems that escapes me, is escabuye, disperses, fades away, absent note, it becomes nothing, becomes nonexistent. It seems that my thoughts are scattered, escapes from the tangled corners of my mind and do not feel welcome. But ... If I do not think about is that I am somebody diametrically opposed to me, I am nobody, I become someone completely different from the real Emily.
Each and everyone prtenecemos this "Lifestyle" (badly named) discover dream really, to be and feel perfect, but we all know that from the minute we got nothing to lose one kilogram this susederá. I need to write about me. I need to think, write and write about my aguantere or both. "It's much little while."
With the passing months, I've met a lot of people who have seen princesses and princes. Is an unknown quantity, perhaps about 400 or 500 that have been passed at that site that had so long ago that was discovered and had pictures and memories of so many things / moments that made me feel self-demanding, successful and self sufficient. One was closed due to a certain ANIANOREXICOS, not counting the other, which was also opened and closed. To finally come up with: www.metroflog.com / emy_prin_anorexia ... If I start to count the number of people I've met through my MF's I'm sure I'd be bored without completing, not that I mean that I consider myself famous, in fact I'm not. But I know people from many countries and not just for the web, also by blogspot, foroANA, chatPROANA, some other people add me to your messenger list because another will talk about me, etc ...
Many other sites that are not relevant. The issue is that ... Why must one day be called anorexic? and end up telling sigueintes:
- I left Ana! or
- Emy and parallel! ... So!
Someone explain this to me, sincerely to my knowledge, an anorexic has never tired of wanting to lose weight ... I say this because it happens to me.
is incredible, Achaeans l thought that one day I finished telling model: Just as parallel!, You're too skinny, NO! Nor unemployment, nor am I skinny. I'm a mess, an obese and do not stop! And the worst, and even more absurd:
Emy you're gonna die!
Che, is that you will never die?
Desj Ana or not, sooner or later you're going to go from here, and though we have different points of view agree that one day no longer be. In particular I'm ready and waiting for that day like any other normal day or routine. No trouble to tell me to leave ANA because someday dream of being a super professional.
Just live each day as if it were your last and ultimately, I do not know if tomorrow will be. So, while I respect his ideals, I do not agree and firmly put my point of view. I met many (you) princess, some are already dead, others have ceased to be anorexic but I hope the day of my prtida by ANA and the firmness of which I would not stop what I am ...
PERFECCTION >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I WAIT FOR YOU!
emy!
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